All I Really Want – Alanis Morissette – Jagged Little Pill

“Do I stress you out? My sweater is on backwards and inside out and you say how appropriate… And it would knock me to the floor if I wasn’t there already. And all I really want is some patience. A way to calm the angry voice. And all I really want is deliverance. And I am frightened by the corrupted ways of this land. If only I could meet the Maker. What I wouldn’t give to find a soulmate. Someone else to catch this drift. And what I wouldn’t give to meet a kindred. All I really want is some peace man. A place to find a common ground. All I really want is some comfort. A way to get my hands untied. And all I really want is some justice…”

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Layers? What Am I A Fucking Cake?!?

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LAYER ONE : THE OUTSIDE
– Name:
 Jordan
– Eye Color: Brown
– Hair Style/Color: Dark brown hint of auburn, short, bobby
– Height: 5’4
– Clothing style: Fifties, Punk, Classic, Pin-up, Rock
– Best physical feature: Tits & ass or so I’ve been told by most of the bastards I date.

LAYER TWO: THE INSIDE

– Your fears: Breathing & not breathing
– Your guilty pleasure: Dancing in my underwear to the most ridiculous songs
– Ambitions for the future: Finding happiness for real

LAYER THREE: THOUGHTS
– Your first thoughts waking up: Who am I living for?
– What you think about most: Music, Movies, anything to avoid my head & my heart
– What you think about before bed: Can’t sleep. I’m going to get knifed in dreams or possibly reality.
– You think your best quality is: I’m the coolest

LAYER FOUR: WHAT’S BETTER?
– Single or group dates: Dates? Who gets asked on those? I mean c’mon really?
 To be loved or respected: Both or neither. It’s a package deal.
– Beauty or brains: Beauty
– Dogs or cats: Dogs

LAYER FIVE: DO YOU?
– Lie: Yes, mostly only to myself
– Believe in yourself: Rarely
 Believe in love: Yes with enthusiasm. No with bitterness.
– Want someone: We are all looking for someone

LAYER SIX: EVER?
– Been on stage: Yes
– Done drugs: 
Yes
– Changed who you were to fit in: Yes

LAYER SEVEN: FAVORITES
– Favorite color: Black, White, Red
– Favorite animal: My puppy Piper
– Favorite movie: Too many choices. Hepburn flick most likely. Audrey, not Katherine.
– Favorite game: Not much of a gamer but if I get to speed down Rainbow Road…

LAYER EIGHT: AGE
– Days your next birthday will be: Fuck that. I’m not counting.
– How old will you be: Twenty-fucking-five & still nowhere in life
– Age you lost your virginity: Twenty
– Does age matter: Yes, No, Maybeso

LAYER NINE: IN A BOY OR GIRL
– Best personality: Fun, Serious, Punk, Smart, Nerd, Rock, Artsy, Spontaneous, Open-Minded, Rebel
– Best eye color: Brown or green
– Best hair color: Black or brown
– Best thing to do with a partner friend: Be yourself and have a ball

LAYER TEN: FINISH THE SENTENCE
– I love: easily so be gentle when you handle me
– I feel: hopeless, worthless, depressed, anxious, paranoid, crazy
– I hide: from myself
– I miss: what could’ve been & what never was
– I wish: I could handle feeling anything right now